Trevor: What Went Wrong #2

Turnover (part one)

More reasons why my band never went anywhere.

The one constant from our first recording (a four track made in my parents' basement in Arvida that included a song called "I Stand" that stayed in our set list for a while) was that I wrote the songs, played guitar, sang, and my brother Mike played drums. Beyond the natural connections we had being brothers and having more or less the same musical history and taste, we were a good fit because we were always at the same level of competence with our respective instruments. We started just being able to get through a song and ended up being pretty good players in our own way.

For the most part, I gave up the drum arrangement to Mike, unless I had a very specific idea in mind: a break here, ride the floor tom here, a certain feel. Our first bass player, Chantal,  wrote her own bass lines. Her ability was limited much like ours was so mostly she followed what I played and wasn't writing elaborate bass melodies. She actually wrote the only song we ever did that wasn't written be me. It was based on a bass riff that was pretty much "Brand New Love" by Sebadoh but on bass. Nonetheless it was and is a great riff. Unfortunately the song we made from it didn't do it justice. Chantal was friends with the coolest of the cool in the Mtl. scene. She seemed to be playing with us out of a lack of a better offers. It was like she was always looking past us, over our shoulder waiting for someone more interesting to come in the room. I knew her time with Trevor was limited. I don't think she ever invited her cool friends out to see us play, even.

On the positive side, she'd sometimes forget how much cooler than us she was and she could be a really nice person. I think she was going through a lot of stuff at the time that we never discussed so I shouldn't be too hard on her. She introduced me to a lot of great music (Sebadoh, Superchunk, The Muffs, and much more) that really changed my song writing. Also she was down for practicing as often as possible. I was a jobless bum at the time, Mike was going to school (?) maybe, and she was on a similar schedule to me. We rehearsed four or more times a week at a space on Bleury that was occupied by some of the guys who went on to start Hotel2Tango and God Speed...  It was cold and the electricity wasn't grounded. That winter was one of the coldest I have ever lived through in Montreal and the place was frigid. Also the mic shocked my lips every time I sang too close so that I had blisters on my mouth for weeks. But we managed to play a show in less than three months after forming and we didn't embarrass ourselves. Actually I think we were remarkably tight which made up for many other shortcomings. I don't remember how many shows she played with us but we didn't record any songs with her on bass.

Our next bass player, Dave,  was a far, far better musician than we were so I let him have free reign and usually he came up with something cool that I couldn't have come up with in a million years. This was the peak of the band. Some of the songs were maybe not the best I've written but we practiced a lot and played like a well oiled machine, honing our set list (which changed too much, more on that later).

Our first set list was mostly the same as the one we were playing with Chantal but we were a better band at that point. We played a bunch of shows at Station 10, the bottom of the barrel of the handful of live venues in Mtl. at the time. Mostly we played to friends of the other bands who could not have hated us more. We cleared the bar more than once as I remember. We recorded a bit because Dave actually had a 12 track in his apartment. He later went on to have his own studio for a while. He was also playing in, what was becoming, a very successful ska band. He eventually moved on to be with them full time. Couldn't blame him.

Next, my friend Flo came on board after we had taken a hiatus of over a year. She's a pretty strong willed lady so I let her play what she wanted to and was almost always happy with the results. She never played live with us but we did record an 8 song cassette that I think featured some of our best songs. Flo, always had a few hundred other things going on so it was not surprising when she moved in favor of one of them.

The last line up included two girls I had met at art school and necessitated that I write every one's part ,except Mike's. So I came up with bass lines, and keyboard melodies. Pretty crazy! We played live only a few times but we were pretty good. We recorded a four song CD and by this point I had enough control that I guess I can also claim most of the blame for any short comings we had. It was a fun challenge to write all the parts but in the end I think it showed off my limitations as a musician. It would've been nice to have someone else's input at times. One girl enjoyed our time together but couldn't make it a priority. She also had bad stage fright and didn't enjoy playing live. The other I dated for a short time. It didn't end well. That was that. Classic.

All these changes were not conducive to gathering any kind of momentum. With each personnel change the band's sound also underwent a fundamental change. Sometimes the change was necessary to fit the playing of the new member and sometimes was due to my own restlessness. Unfortunately not one bass player was ever the take charge organizer type the we so desperately needed.